Monday, May 24, 2010
A leap of faith- and other crap
Sigh, I'm so sad it's over. It's never coming back. No more....
But I'm completely satisfied with it's ending.
There are going to be sooo many people upset at its ending- because they want more answers, because they want better answers.
But this is the reason why I loved the series from beginning to end- hope and faith.
Some things can't be answered. They just are. Sure its our job to search for answers, and to question- but some things can't be explained. Every now and then you need to take a leap of faith.
I think people who mistake faith, and hope for religion will be angry at the ending of Lost.
From beginning to end there has been an u nderlying message of faith. Some can say the producers didn't have an answer for certain things and they didn't think about it.
Maybe all that little stuff didn't matter.
You go about your every day right? But does the fact that you, for example, wash your laundry on Tuesdays matter in the grand scheme of things? Not really. Not that you should just stop doing it and give up. But maybe you should do you every day mundane tasks with the bigger picture in mind. Life is so much better when you have a granule of faith in your pocket.
Maybe I'm not explaining myself well- all I can say is I'm completely satisfied with the ending- and damnit I hate not knowing crap- and I'm going to miss this show.
Damnit! It's a stupid TV show! Sigh... best TV show that ever was....
"it worked... we should go get coffee sometime...."
OMFG! Sigh. I think I cried the whole way through lol.
Ok, I've picked the song I want played at my funeral like 5 million times but I totally want the Lost music played now- lmao!
Of course knowing Stephen he'd play the plane/switching from Island time to LA time sound- hahaha!
Friday, May 14, 2010
I hate people- hate them. Hate...This blog is probably just a result of the fact that I'm tired and irritated because every damn time I lay down a kid pops up informing me that his nap is over.
I guarantee you certain people will be mad at this post. I don't give a fuck. This is my opinion. I'm not pointing fingers, so if you're too stupid to understand, get the fuck away from me.
See now, it's not that I'm against natural things- natural childbirth, breast feeding etc... hang on, let m back up.
I've been looking up VBaCs (vaginal birth after c-section) mainly because I'm curious and like to know my options for the future. Far far into the future- I told you Stephen and I aren't ready to have #3 yet. No harm in researching I say.
I've never felt guilt about having both my kids born by c-section- not once- but I'd like to have our 3rd (and final) kid be squeezed out my cooter. That's an experience I'd like to have if possible.
So I'm not against things like that- good golly no- but I hate, I fucking loathe, the goddamn stupid ass bitches who are "advocates" of it.
When I was pregnant with Paul I took a lamaaze class- where my sister was my coach because Stephen was in Iraq. The instructor there pretty much said you were a bad parent if you didn't 1) have a natural child birth, and 2) didn't breast feed.
Stupid ass bitch.
There is not one- NOT ONE- "advocate" for all that crap who hasn't given me that "look."
I know some of you know what look I'm talking about. That when you don't run over to your kid when they cry, or you spank them, or you express your frustrations at wanting to beat their asses at certain times- they give you a horrified look and make you feel like a bad parent. Even though you KNOW you're not.
But damnit if I see that look, hear the snottiness in their voices one. more. time- I might just start bitch slapping.
I want to pop a kid out of my cooter. I want to breastfeed. I want to do all that stuff.
But I do not- with a firey passion- want to deal with those people.
But I guess that's a struggle of every mom. No matter what side you're on there's awasy some stupid bitch who gives you a look that makes you feel inadequete.
Wednesday, May 05, 2010
Sigh just don't....
Oh and that kids will get into it making a Dexter-esque scene on the kitchen floor.
I really should've grabbed my camera instead of throwing them in the shower, haha!
lmao. I'm silly.